I feel stuck right now... stuck waiting for something to happen... waiting for Fisher to find out/figure out what he will do when he graduates (yes he is finally graduating)... waiting to know where we will be moving and when so that I can make myself useful with packing and with looking for housing and preschools and...waiting for true spring (not this crazy blizzardish weather we keep having)...waiting for enough time to get all the projects done that are stacking up on my desk...
It's not that I am not enjoying time as it passes. I love everyday that I have to be with Curly and Lou. To read together, play together, tickle together, and snuggle. I love the friends here in my ward and from Audrey's preschool, and in my family and I am enjoying the time I have with them. I love living in my grandparents basement and the games, dinners, and stories we share together. I love playdates with girlfriends and SILs (and their children) and girls nights and book club. I love having family around to visit (and babysit). I love my job and the people I work with. It is a very torn feeling to already be missing what you know you will be leaving soon but still anticipate the opportunity of a job, a new place, and new friends. What do you do when you feel this way? Can't I just transport my family, friends, ward, job, and everything else with me wherever we go?
7 comments:
Lainey,
I totally understand the limbo feeling. I feel for you and I hope you find out soon that you are moving to PA. :-)
That would be so nice--along with all your stuff. Wish we could come along.
I love and hate change. I'm hoping you get to find "something" out soon.
I wish you could take all the good things with you. I always have a hard time moving, but its exciting as well. Especially when your husband will be getting a paycheck again ;)
I hope you find out soon, in the mean time truly enjoy it all, because soon enough you will be terribly home sick and missing it all. And lets be sure to get together before you leave!
I'm also wondering how sick you are of everyone asking you if you know where you're going yet. I hope you stay - you are going to be so missed around here, my friend.
I will truly miss you. You're an amazing mother, wife, teacher, and friend, all things of which I look to you as an example. But I'm so excited to see what the future hold for your sweet family. We'll always keep in touch!
I can't tell you how many times I have had every one of those feelings!! What an exciting, anxious time! Hang in there.
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